i have ignored Tumblr a lot..
He broke up with you, right? After he loved you & calling you pet names like baby & cutie? Yeah, I know he lavished you in compliments, only to put himself down so you would stroke his fake low ego. Did he tell you that you were beautiful? I bet he promised you a personalized song. Or maybe he’d always mention how he was lying in bed & wished you were there. He dragged “I love You” out of you, didn’t he? Yeah, don’t deny it. He would talk to you last thing at night & first thing in the morning. He constantly mentioned losing sleep over you, every night, but we both know he slept like a rock. He made you love pictures that were just sort of “blah” before. Did you delete those pictures after he broke your heart? Yeah, me too. All of your friends hate him now, don’t they? Remember how happy they were for you? They warned you. Just remember, it’s okay to cry. And referring him as “jerk” is perfectly expected. Because trust me, you’ll end up talking about him just as often, if not more, than before the breakup. There will be the “one time’s” & “I remember’s,” and once you think you’re over him, watch out. You better keep your eyes closed…because I promise you the next time you see him, he’ll be over some other girl. A little part of you will want to warn her, but nobody will blame you for hating her and for blaming her for your pain. Yeah, you’ll compare all guys to him because aside from all the man-whorish, heart breaker thing, he was perfect. He was everything you had ever wanted. Or maybe you made that up. Maybe the second he started to show interest, you made up this perfect guy in your head, & he just happened to be just like him. Listen, you will find the perfect guy for you just like everybody says you will, and it will be soon. Okay , so i didn’t believe it either, but now I do. The most important thing tho is don’t let him know he hurt you. Don’t let him know him know he could have you back in a heart beat. Don’t give him that satisfaction. Make him think you’re completely happy. When he decides to wave at you like nothing ever happened, wave back, sure. But don’t smile. Make him think he meant as little to you as you obviously meant to him.
This is why I don’t get on it’s dangerous I have vomit of the mouth on here
The thing that bothers me the most is that you didn’t even say thank you. Or even lied that you liked it.
Ill be hyprocrite if I completely push you away like I have a feeling you want me to.
I haven’t written here in a very long time. I don’t know why. I guess I’ve learn to keep things to myself but that can lead to emotional meltdowns.